How do I survive now?
How do I breathe now?
How is everybody normal in the same room in which I just can’t breathe?
How lost are they in that lecture?
No why, no what,
all I discovered was how and how.
I was missing her.
It is also now that I am crying just while writing this deadly incident, actually an undefined accident.
I am missing her.
That funny lecture and all I had were those sharp needles pinned at my heart.
” I am stuck”; “I wanna get out of here”; ” I want to see her, I just want to see her.”;
those were the thoughts I had when I tried to concentrate on what was going in the class.
I should have told her “what I just went through just to see you, just to have a little glimpse of yours to have my life run for the rest of the day”, this is all I wish now.
I didn’t know where she was or where she can be or how is she or is she missing me too.
Now, all that matters is how nicely I survived all that shit for her and that I DISCOVERED HOW MUCH I LOVE HER AND HOW MUCH SHE MATTERS TO ME, AND TO EVERY SECOND OF MY LIFE.
“I want you to know that I can survive a million more hours like this one, just to have a look of yours, just to see a little portion of your beautiful smile and to know that you’re safe wherever you are.”
Sharing heartfelt love to her.
.HRishabh Hu Mẽin.
” 6 hours from now I’ll be sleeping but it doesn’t mean I’m not dreaming in the day.”.HRishabh Hu Mẽin.
Raise your voice, to help me hear the applause.